:D

early in this morning , i got a text from cece obey . she ask us to come practice for this Saturday sunset mass choir . firstly , i feel so shy to come . because we dont come long time already . but ~ sa tea tw knapa hati sa mw juga sa pigi . biar pun kwan2 tda dpat pigi , hati sa btul2 bawa sa pigi . jdi , sa ekut kata hati saya . sa pigi seja berla teada kwan . ada juga drng cece obey drng c joyy smua . so yg mlm tdi sa dtang seja lah . smpi seja church , sa d luar seja . ncib ada kwan . dea bru lpas serve saat teduh . so sa mnta kwan dea lah . sa d luar seja . sa tea tw npa sa ragu2 mw msuk . hati sa bawa sa btul2 mw p church , tpi smpi sna , dea tea mw kc sa msuk . hahahahhaha . xD . then i pray :) tpi lpas tuh sa mc juga tda brni lah mw msuk . mc ada ragu2 ckit . tea lma c agus msuk , sa mw ekut dea msuk tpi sa malu . :3 xD , tus ngam2 ada c eno . sa brni lah suda msuk . smpi ja dlam , cece obey tnya sa mna kwan2 yg lain . heho . tus dea sruh sa dduk d tmpat choir sna . sa pigi ja lah . kwan sa d sna drng kaka' demmy , c joyy , drng2 lah . sa yg paaaaaaaling muda sna . mw nyanyi pun malu2 nhe . xD lol . suara drng smua okeh . sdangkan suara sa pun tea tw mcm mna , mnatw sumbang :3 xDD .hmpp , tus kmi practice2 . then sbelum pulang , kmi kna sruh pick 1 nma setiap 1 orng . nma yg kmi t'ambi tuh itulah kmi pnya advenchild . (sa tea pndi eja . xD) then , ada lah sa dpat nma nhr orng . sa tidaa brapa knal dea . msalah2 . mcm mna ahh mw bgi dea surat ? sbb nhe game nhe kan , tda buli pun orng tw siapa advenchild kw . keep it as secret c Jose bilang . hahaha . trus nti mw beli hadiah bgi advenchild msing2 . hadiah yg memorable pnya . duhhh . apa yg sa mw bgi ? knal pun tda . xD . yg sa btul2 pnya btul mw tw skrng SIAPA ANGEL SAYA! ahhh . sa mw tw :(( sepa ahh yg t'cabut nma sa tdi ? cpat2 lah Christmas sa mw tw siapa angel sa !! xDD . siapa ahhhhhh?? xD adakah dea knal saya ?? adakah saya knal dea ?? ahhhh! sbar ~ sabar ~ sabar sparuh dripda iman :) hmp ~ tunggu seja lah . hehoheo . apapun , i'll pray for my advenchild biarpun sa tea knal dea . :D

#end of my post . so , doodnight everybody :D Godbless .

double what ?! xD

it's late at night but i haven't sleep . lol . hmp ~ often if the time like this i'm going to play ask.fm with Stephh . haha . she's nice , good , n yeahh she's pretayy . for me . haha . but all of that , she's perfect and friendly . i miss to ask2 with her . hahaha . 2 days left then December come's . and yeahh . it's Adven! i love Adven ! why ? because it's a preparation before the day that our Savior Jesus Christ was born . aww ~ a.k.a CHRISTMAS!!! it's gonna be a super duper special day! but before that , all PMR candidates for 2012 will take our RESULT ! and i was soo scared! omG! i'm afraid of my rsult . i hope that i can pass all the subject , i dont want to have any failed! yesterday , i was so scared 'bout my rsult . but , Joan told me alot! i remembered some . she says , 'God guide every step u take' if im not mistaken she said that to me . yaa , i know it . thankyou Joan for treating me . i'm really appreaciate cause God gave me someone special like you . :3

Biasa orang yang gagal bila dorang mengalah sebab down . Jangan jadi macam tuh . Move on saja , dapat tuh . Lagipun , ' God will guide every step u take' .

> that is what she said to me .

#goodnight reader's :)

seriously , i miss C.O.Y alot! hmpp .
i miss all my friends that with me there . we had a lots of lots of fun! what type of fun ? yeahhh , i feel soo fun because God is with us there . :D thanks God for answering my prayer! i know u already read my letter that i wrote it for u . on that letter . i wrote all of my feeling's . my prayer and so on . and yes , u've answer it God ! THANK YOU GOD , I LOVE YOU! you are so good and mean to me! after the c.o.y overrr , i get back home , i feel that something changed . i felt that God has changed me . changed to what ? idontknow . what i know is i changed . i go to c.o.y with empty mind , and i came back with something that i cant describe ? hahahhaha . lol . bad english!

this is our group look . the picture that i draw is so terible . all of them draw well except me . i dont love drawing at all and i dont know how to draw for sure . stickman , shin chan , and hagemaru only i know how to draw . hahahhahahaha . shame on me . xDDD . kd .

alright , i'm gonna share my experience during the 'Colours Of Youth' camp . we've been there for 4 days and 3 night . and yeah , what i can say is , its so AWESOME! seriously , i've changed because of the camp . i'm having a lots of fun there with my friend's . and ofcourse , we all made new friend's . sporting , hyperactive , friendly and so on . we laugh so much there ! we've separate to 30 big group and each small group have 10 person . i found these picture of us 1 group .

to be honest ! i miss them ! chel , wenne , nat , chiaoyuen ! i miss them soo much ! i wanna meet them , hanging out with them , talkinh with them , playing with them , laughing with them . i miss all the times that 5 of us together happily . hopefully we can buy 1 house and live together . awww []

holidayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

finally !!!

it's over !!! i dont want to study anymore until end of this year !! enough for this year . no more book to see , wkwkwkw ! hmp . apa yg harus saya buat skarang ialah pray , so that my result is awesome bebeh :D i dont want much , i want to reached my target n i want to make my parents proudd ;D is that enough ? for me , its enough . :D

God bless me sejarah n sains tomorrow . Amen !!
i have to do the best as best as i can !! i believe i can , because i believe in God .

remember this ? you say it was so cute right ? yeahh as u ur cute . hmp ~ u know ?u knw ? imissyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !! ahhhhh !

heyyy ;(

1st ~ fon sa rusaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkk suda !! ahhhhh !! heiyaaa . syukur lr ada fon lae . samsung beam mah ada projecter d atas . haha . tpi sakiiiiiiiiiit lr hati sa tme rusak tuh fon smpi sa mnangis . lol . tus pmr 1 minguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu lae . mateyyyyy . ok next . sa tea tw npa nhe cgu . sa dduk deam2 buat krja dea . tus sa snyum sma kwan . dea mrah sa ? adadaaaa ! Godbless u teacher . berlaa cgu bnci sa kr apa kr . sa akn blajar . kc nmpk cgu . apa pun 1 kli lagi Godbless You . last . heyyyyy , imissyoualot ! lma suda tea b'ckp sma kw . sa rndu kw sngt2 . mw pmr lgi nhe suda tpi kta blum b'damai . kw tnang kr ? sa tidaa ohh . msti t'engt kw pnya . apa lae lw npk kw d skul . b'lmpas seja . snyum pun tidaa lagi ada . sa mw snyum tpi sa tea brni . sa mw b'damai sama kw ;( sa mw mcm dlu lgi . slalu b'crita . b'ktwaa . tpi bilaa ?? klw lr sa nhe tea mlu kn , suda bha sa jmpa kw sa p mnta sory suma lr apa yg ptut . ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !! mw mnangis suda nhe sa . sa nduuu kw bhaa . fb kw pun ntah p mna . number kw pun sa teada suda . aih ntahhh . berlaaa . mlas lr sa mw pkir . ohh yaa , ada kwn sa bwa sa p kaingaran ekut satu sminar 'mengatasi kelemahan' . sa mw p !! sa brsa sngat lr bnyk klemahan sa . mgkin klw sa ekut tuh sminar , sa msti brni suda p jmpa kw kn ? eihhhh bodoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ! suda sa blng mlas mw pkirrrr , eeee ! no mud #out

mw pmrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr sudaaa !! ahhhh!! tpi sa rndu kauuuuuuuuu ! eihhhh . kw tw kr brapa lma suda kta tidaa b'lyann ?? sa tw lr kw tea kesah punnn . tpi sa kesah , kw tea tw kn ? mimg lr kw tea tw . haiyaaaaaaaaaaa , hari 3 doa restu klau tea clap . lpas jak tuh mw p mnta maaf sama smua ornk . tpi mcm mna sa mw p mnta maaf sma kw ???? waduhhhhh . sbb klau sa mw tggu kw yg p tmpt sa mustahil laa kn . sa tw sa slah . so , tggu lr klau sa mw p tmpat kw mnta maaf kea ?? apapun , sa tetap akan cari jln untuk mnta maaf sma kw . sbb sa tw hati sa tea akn tnang tme pmr slagi blum mnta maaf sma kw .

wahai fon ku yg canggih , tlong lr kw jan buat msalah !! ;( bkin hilang mud ohhh !! klau kw rusak apa lae sa mw pki ? sa tw lr mw pmr suda tkkn lr fon pun mw rosak?? aduhhhh !! sa tw lr t'ampas p lantai brapa kli suda dri katil . tpi kw okeh seja . skrng npa bgini ? eeeeeeeeee ! jan kc ilang mood sa ehh bole kr ?? aiyaa bodo btullllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll ! smpi tetris pun t'trun blik rank . eeeeeeeeeeeee#$YHGYJUDKO SWUEYTERER !@!@!@~@!~
teada mood trus mah tiao ! sa tidaa akan on tuh fon nhe hari . bsuk bru sa on . klau kw masi b'tabiat bsuk ahh . dri tingkap atas bha sa buang p bawah . eihhh !! bodo ! bodo ! bodo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wahai fon ku yg canggih , tlong lr kw jan buat msalah !! ;( bkin hilang mud ohhh !! klau kw rusak apa lae sa mw pki ? sa tw lr mw pmr suda tkkn lr fon pun mw rosak?? aduhhhh !! sa tw lr t'ampas p lantai brapa kli suda dri katil . tpi kw okeh seja . skrng npa bgini ? eeeeeeeeee ! jan kc ilang mood sa ehh bole kr ?? aiyaa bodo btullllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll ! smpi tetris pun t'trun blik rank . eeeeeeeeeeeee#$YHGYJUDKO SWUEYTERER !@!@!@~@!~
teada mood trus mah tiao ! sa tidaa akan on tuh fon nhe hari . bsuk bru sa on . klau kw masi b'tabiat bsuk ahh . dri tingkap atas bha sa buang p bawah . eihhh !! bodo ! bodo ! bodo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okayy todayyy ;D

let me talk about a movie titled 'To The Beautiful You' i think i fallin' in love with someone on that movie ,. wkwkkw . wanna know who ? xD here it goes ~

hensem kannnnn ?? hahha . awwwwwwwwwwwwww ! klau dea dtang kningau , sa laa ornk prtma p slam dea , pluk dea , apa2 laa . wkwkwkwk . t'lebih tahap gaban . yg bkin sa jelez , ini ~ ;(

hahaha . xD . sowt laa sa . tme nhe dea t'mnum tuh mnuman yg b'akohol . ekut btul dea tea buli mnum . klau dea t'mnum , ornk prtama yg dea jmpa msti dea p kiss . tus itu laa knun ornk prtma yg dea jmpa lpas dea mnum tuh . wkwkkwkw . xD nma dea d wayang -Kang Tae Joon- <3 <3 <3

hyeeeeeeeeeeee ;D

lma tea post blog kn ? hehe , sa busy study bha . wkwkkw . knun laa , pdahal men tetris tiap mlm . tea prnah miss . xD . tpi sa study tme ptang . klau sa tea study sa tea on9 tuh ;D wuuuu ~ xD . sa rsa diri sa makin lma mkin rjin . besaa ~ sa mw kc bangga family sa . smua czn2 sa rsult pmr drng 1A seja , so , i'll try my best kc klah drng . buli baitu kn ? hehe . klau yakin msti bole pnyerr . kn kn ? ;D hmp ~ crita psal pha lae ahh ? ohh ~ , jjur , sa rndu kw jga laa . tpi pha leh wat . sa buat bgitu bkn saja .sa cuma mw kc sdar kw seja . sa syang bha sma kw . kw blng , kw tea prnah rsa kn , so , i'll try my best to show u ;D apa yg sa ckap sma kw tuh smua btul , tidak ditokok tambah langsung . dngan sejujur hati sa , sa ckap sma kw . klw kw sakit hati tuh , sa tea tw laa . sorry seja laa . kw ckp lae , 'masing2 khidupan' . sa kc eyaa seja laa . sa suda agak they love u more than me . u need them more than , me , right ? just go with them , u can own ur happiness with them . i have my friend that love me more than u . so , enjoyy your life :) <3

hmp ;(

should i be honest to her that i've done many mistakes to her . hati mcam tidaa tenang . tpi tkkan mw gtw ? nti dea mrah sma sa ? hahaha ! prnah sa t'fkir knapa BODOH la btul dri sa nhe . adeh ! sa mw gtw , tpiiiiiiiiii ~ adiii . teapayah laa gtw tu sma dea , wkwkwk . hmp ~ mw kr tidaa ahh ? xD . adih ! em , em , em , em . i'll oredy take a decision , that...... i'llll...........................not telling her ! jyeahhh !! whahahahha . what i can say is just this one word , SORRY MY DEAR <3 . btul sa tea brni ckp sma kw . lupakan seja laa tuh . lupakan lgi bgus dripda dilupakan . kn , kn , kn ? hahahha . emmm ~

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!

41 days left ! aduhhh ! knapa mkin lma mkin laju nhe . eeeeeeeee ! im not ready yet laa . duhhh ! suda sejarah sa tidaa mnat . eihh antahhhhhhhhhhhh ! yg lain akn sa usahakn . berlaa sejarah . asal lulus sa happy suda . lumpat2 lagi mangkali . maklumlah ornk tea pnah llus sejarah kn . hee ;D heiyaa ! next week skul suda . itu kuilting belum jait , flio pun blum ciap . adehhh ! ee . mlas sa ohh ! stakat cuti nhe yg sa t'blajar bm , bi , sma geo . itu nehh . yg lain blum lae . bsuk , last suda enjoy !! lpas jak buka skul mw brabis suda sa . no more alasan ! asal sa t'tngu step up revo bsuk , tnang suda hati sa . wkwkwkkw . babal . xD .

lma kr sa tea post ? ;3

mklum lr exam skng . trial bheee ~bm , bi , geo , sej , maths , kh over ! science left . n yeahh , tmorrow is science . =,= but i still can sit infront of this computer ? plink manang !  susaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa btul mathsssss ! aiyarrrrrrrr ! bru trial , blum pmr . dushhh ! pmr pun tngal 50 lebi ari lae ohhhhhhhhhhhhh . knapa bha sa nhe tea pndi blajar ? esh !! bha suda lr , ckup nhe ari . apapun , may God bless us all ! Amen .

hyeeee blog ! ;D

heyy ;D woahhh , lma suda tea post d blog . btw , mls mw speaking2 skng , XD layu2 bha nhe mata , tdi men tetris smpi t'tdur . wkwkwkwk . xD . sa mw post2 bha tuh kmarin pnya kmarin , yg rme sa on9 lr , tpi mlangnya , tuh tetris pkai ilmu mgkin tarik sa men dea smpi tea mw lari . hahahahha . xD . sa mc bole on9 lgi ohh kn tme2 gni ? trukkkkkkkkkkkkkk ! pdahal exam suda bsuk . haissss ! PMR pun tngal 1 bulan lebi lgi , mateyyyyyyyyyyyyy lr . aiyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! bodoh , bodoh , bodoh . ! =,= apapun , gudluck to us tomorrow ! May God Bless us n always be y our side , Amen ;3
enough for today , out ~

budu !!

pluii btul sa . knapa sa b'kiran bgitu ahh ? eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !! mohon d'jauh2 kan , Amen ! sa tea mw jdi budu suda =,= saaaaaaaaaaaaangat amat bodo saya . mw pmr suda pun . tpi mc lae men game lr sgala aishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! antahhhhhhhhhh ! hmmp ~
Godbless u mumy ;') sa sntiasa doakan ksembuhan untuk mumy ;D
For Father Claudius Andrew , May the Lord be With u always . Godbless . Amen :D

haiiiiiiiii ;D

adidiiiiiii !! ari 4 2august suda !! step up revolution 4 !!! =,= sa mw p tngu !!!! argggg . tpi ada imbasan lae nhe mnggu . hmp ! tea dpat trun . t'pksa nest week . ;'( sa sedih juha lr . apapun , imbasan lae pntink ! tpi sa tea ckp exam tea pntink ohh ., exam pun pntink ! mw PMR suda . lpas seja tngu tuh step up revo 4 , sa mw concent suda btul2 untuk PMR ! sa mw tngu 3D ! aishh . tea sbar ohh !!

hyee ! ;D

today , ohmygoshh . we're having imbasan . 16 or 15 questions . =,= so hard leh to answer . i know i didn't study for that imbasan . and i also dont know that this week gonna having imbasan because i was absent last week . =,= next week also same . we'll having imbasan again . hmpp ! i hope the question's easy than today laa . haha . i'll start read for imbasan start tomorrow . i want to score that imbasan . hahahha . hopee so i can . tdi pun ncib ada c ivy tlong . haha . thx fren . tme imbasan tdi , sa , ivy sma verlon 1 paper tuh soalan . c ivy seja nhe jdi mngsa . sa sma c verlon tnya dea seja . hahha . kmi tea mniru , mnta ajar seja mahh . hahhaa .next week , sa try buat sndri . sa buat dngan hati saya . sehhh ~ hahaha . knun lr . xD . mw rajin suda nhe baca injil . t'kena juga lr tdi soalan dea . haiss . cuba lr sa bca awal2 tuh smua para rasul lr apa lr kn bgus . rugii2~ ncib tea kna ckp imbasan tea buli pkai Bible ohh . gylaa lr gtuh , hahahha . tkkan lr . suda buku sgala kna pungut , tkkn Bible pun kn ? heeeeeee ;3 tidaa bha tuh kna ambi Bible . mustahil pnyerrr . teada yang mustahil ~~~~ wkwkwkw . xD . bha ylaa . ckup smpi d cni post sa . nyte2 suma ;D

hyeeeeee ~

biarpun itu hanya meseg yg d'forward-forward kn , sa tetap rsa sungguh gembiraa . awww ~ hmp , talk for today , wat to sayy ahh bout today . hm . ohh yeah . about my history teacher . i dont know who is that person she mean's . not just me , all of my classmate doesn't know who is teacher talk about . could it be me ? but , what i've done to her ? not listening while she's teaching ? talk when she's teaching ? hope soo not me laa . but i dont know laa . teacher also said , that she'll grudge that person . she also said , that the person will not be blessed on the examination . i hope , not me laa that person yg cgu ckap . Amen <3

heyy ;D

today's topic : a responsible teacher must know the truth first before do something to the students .
spatutnya cgu tidaa buli terus ambi tindakan apa lagi klau yg tuh ornk ckp tuh bkn tntu btul . siasat lr bha dlu kr apa kr , ini ? trus2 ambi tindakan . sa bukan mw ckap2 or kc bruk cgu , tpi ini knyataan . apa lr rsa kna mrah oleh ibu kepada murid yg d'tmpar itu ? stiap mnusia ini ada perasaan bha . apa lgi kna tmpar dngan sbb2 yg blum tw lgi btul kr tidaa . lpas tuh kwan2 yg lain pun kena . kena demerit . haha . funny lr . sa bukan mw msuk cmpur nhe hal . sa kcian sma drng kna buat bgitu . apa pun drng kwan sa . msti sa sapot2 drng juga . kepada seorang perempuan yg cantik kian jelita : berhenti lr mencari pasal dengan mereka . tidaa pndi habis2 ahh kw cri gduh sna . insad lr . tobat lr kw . mw pmr suda . sa pun bosan juga dngar nma kw kna ckap2 . apapun , Godbless u ;D sebesar manapun msalah , seberat apapun msalah , kita harus sentiasa ingat , hadapi lr dengan snyuman . kerna , Tuhan akan slalu mlindungi serta membimbing kita dlam segala-galanya . ;D

bha lewat suda nhe . jam 11 lebi suda . bsuk lae sa ubah dea . heeee ~ byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

:D

success ! xD . yeahh ! bsuk buat kuih d skul . heeee ;3 hrap2 b'hasil laa ahh . Amen . nhe ari d klas fuiyooo ~ kmi main . siokk . hahha . tus b'pluh abis bha kn . xD . enjoy lr nhe ari . tpi ada yg tme sa kna tuh , sa tea buat apa yg drng sruh . sa sruh drng tukar . mw tw pha kmi main ? mlas mw crita . hahaha. xD . ohh yaa , lupa pulaa sa . sa mw post bha nhe psal p kk tuh ari . xD . kmi trun ari 6 ptang . sa , mumy sma abng sa . kmi p antar mumy sbb dea mw chemo last suda . kmi smpi seja kk tus kmi p servay d penampang bli barang , tus ada uncle bob sna . sa beli lr . sdap nhe sna pnya dri d cni . hahahha . xD . tus kmi plang tmpat anty d pnampang. :D tus rehat then bsuk dea 1 hari kmi b'jln . xD . kmi jln tuh sbb mw beli beg skola sa seja bha tuh , xD . 1st kmi p gaya street . smbil2 b'jln lr . ada nhe beg S.A.G . smat juga lr . sa pkir SWAG nhe . haha . tpi syang kici , .. lpas tuh kmi breakfast around2 sna kdai gaya street . lpas tuh pnas suda . kmi p CP ~wuuu ~ hahah . d Cp kmi jln2 round2 smpi mumy pun pnat . jdi mumy blng lw nhe kdai yg kta p lgi teada dea mlas suda mw cari . soo , t'pksa lr sa ambi tug beg converse yg wrna kelabu . smat juga lr . dea blank , lambang converse seja ada . ok lr bha tuh . antu blng beg smat rsult pun msti smat ! okeh anty ! hahha . tus kmi p growball sna p mnum d secret recipe. drng mumy sa seja mnum . sa p beli McFlurry , yummy2! tme sa slesma tpi mkan sjuk2 ahh . pling kik . xD . emm , lpas tuh , kmi p suria , then , p plabuhan kk yg 2ndhand shop pnya kdai . lpas tuh p karamunsing jln2 the pigi dea pnya pancake house , last ! kmi p bli big apple d city mall . haha . tus lugai2 pulang mengantuk+pnat . xD . smpi seja ruma anty , mna dpat tdur . ada c manja . -,- xD / tus ptang2 mw mlm suda kmi pulang ., sa sma abng sa , mumy stay , sa pkir kmi tus pulang . stu kli ngaa abng sa blng mkan McD lae . ohhhyeahh ! tus kmi p ambi che2 Debbie sna d prumahan ntah mna tuh yg dkat 1B . bru kmi pulang ekut kimanis ~ slesai crita p kk . hahha . emm , ndatw lae nhe pha sa mw post . bsuk lr lgi . sa crita mcm mna kjadian kmi buat kuih . xD byeeeeeeee ~

;D

just back from saat teduh ;D . ohhyeahh , perfect . tme homili , Fr. ckp , dea kna sms , dlm tuh mesej kna ckap .. pensyarah mengislamkn orng Kristian , then , tuh pensyarah sruh tuh murid kc putus hbungan sma kluarga drng sndri . adadaa . lpas sa dngar seja , punyaa lr sa bilang . suda kc islam anak ornk , mw p suru drng kc tnggal kluarga drng lgi . sangat terukk . tme doa umat , kna kc doa untuk semua pelajar d mana2 skola pun , spaya pelajar tidaaa mlupakan air baptis yg telah dipercitkan . sa mulai rsa siok nhe mw p saat teduh . dpat tenangkan diri d sna . sa rsa , mcm ada feel lr b'communicate sma Tuhan . sa crita msalah2 sa , seolah2 mcm b'calling pula . hehe . apapun , yg pntink sa b'rsa tenang sudaa ckit lpaas crita smua sma Tuhan . iloveyouusoomuch Lord ! u always be by our side . <3

heyy guys , sa buat bgitu sbb sa mw pendamkan rasa sakit hati saya . hati sa skit btul . tea skit kr tuh hati kna ckap2 ? sa cari masa yg sesuai bru mnta maaf sama kmu . kmu ckap kmu skit hati kan ? kmu sdih kn ? ok , sa bgi kmu msa . sa pun prlu masa juga untuk hilangkan nhe rsa skit hati . bla sa npak seja kmu hati sa skit btul . mimg sa tw sa sepa dri sa , sa tw . sa p b'kwan sma drng bkn mw poked famous ahh , sa ckap bgini smua bukan sa mw mlawan kmu , tidaa . sa mw kctw kmu seja . kmu ckp2 sa tme d church ada sa blas ? teada . sa tabah kn smangat seja tempuhi nhe smua .

i dont  know how to express my feeling sorry for them . maybe i need to give them time . n im need time too . my heart so hurt's right know . i dont know them . i've been crying for a whole night during friday night . they told me they hurt , but i dont know . I know they do so because they want to realize me . but for me , it's make me so hurt ! i feel shocked , when i waked up on saturday morning , many of them ask me , im okeh or not . they give me a lot of advice . n yes , i would think of it . but , all of them said the same to me , not think of that again . because God is still with me . and yes i'm agreed with them ;D thx guys for the understanding that u'll give to me ;D i really appreaciate it ! ;D

;D

just back from kepciii ;D celebrating beabeth birthday ! hee , just 4 girls who comes . it's me , chel , gurly , n absolutely beabeth . other's all boys . hmpp . haha . i'm alone just know ;( xD . but im still with them together n gether laughing together , expecially with those boys . wkwkwk . hmpp ~ idk what to say again ohh . not in the mood to bloggin' hee ~ tomorrow laa me story2 . xD . nytee peeps

HAHA . what a fool

sports day overrr!! n yeah , my skins become lalalaalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . on the 1st day sports , me with chel , wenne , n nat . chiaoyuen is not there . =='' lazyy . kmi 4 b'tugas sma2 . siokkk . infinity ~ hahahha . itu nehh . delighting you always seja karaja kmi . wkakakka . tme pigang bendera , kmi kuat2 anuu tuh bndera , mw kc t'kejut lr knun . tpi suma no feel sbb serios kn . whahaha . xD . tus 2nd day , teada chel p . dea dmam . huhuxx ;( nat sma wenne seja ada . soo , yg 2nd day sa sma drng amanda lr , lw bukan sma c teii . wkakakkaka . geteeee pnya teii . gigit2 ork sna. haha . siok bha sma dea . laugh2 n laugh seja . xD . tus tme latihan kawat sbelum raptai , kmi kna kc pumping sbb tea dngar arahan . tus latihan2 then jam 1 stengah trun p padang n yeah start . suma nervous nhe . tkut kn . sa ada tapuk2 juga tanda salib sbelum start . haha . lpas seja bhis , dngar ucapan suma , kluar barisan seja , tus b'tugas lae . mula2 tidaa pnas , stu kli kmi trun . adedehh . so hot gylaa , tambah t'bkar kulit . dussshhhhhhhhhhhhh! berlaa , tea mati juga bha t'bkar kulit . xD / . emm , oh yaa , tus sbelum pulang suma b'gumpul d pdang . kmi smua excited suda ahh mw dngar rsult sepa mnang , stu kli ngaa kna tunda p 10hb . adedehh!! why must this happen ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . eshh , teapa . bgus lr kna kc tunda , we can pray moreee ;DD . emm , wat else to sayy ahh ? idontknow . hahah . byeeeeeeeeeee

pnya baki sa tdi . adaddada . antahh~ sbar jak lr . wait till that day . i wanna see what's ur feeling . just wait ~

PUNYA XIAL TUH MNUSIA . TIDAA SEDAR DIRI LGI . SUDA MNUMPANG D NEGARA ORANK BGUS CKIT LR BHA TUH GYA . KW TUH PILAK!!! PENDATANG TANPA IZIN . KW TW KR ?!??! MUKA PUN MCAM TAIKKK !!! PULANG LR KW TMPT ASAL KW !! FUCK OFF! JUST GO FUCK THE DOG SUCH A BULLSHIT !!

HAHAHA . finally !!

finally!! i cant changed back my blog to old blogger look. woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~!!! hepinyerr . xD . buat msa skrng , sa tea mw pkai layout yg smat2 . yg simple2 seja sa pkai skang . tpi sma juga smat kn > ? xD . nti klaw pkai smat2 pnya layout ansurr lagi blog sa segala . sa namaw ansur suda . xD . ohh yeahh ~ nhe ari p ambi report card . cgu teada cmplain psal sa . kn sa budak baik . xD . syuuuukur lr bukan cgu suan yg kwan cgu zuu , lw tidaa ,, mateyy bha kna ckap psal tuh escape . hahahaha . ckap psal escape , abissssssssssssssssssssss . mw p jmpa cgu suan lpas p'hmpunan ari 1 . hrap2 tidaa kna dnda lr . huhux . xD .

bha sa mw out suda la . mw op9 da . hmmm~ nyte ~

ini lr dlu ahh background smentara , xDD . nanti baru cari . bening suda o . xDDD . jahat nhe sa , mngijik nehh ;3 heiiyaaaaa , gue pusing nhe skarang =='' cgu pun bukan pandai gtw bha yg pertandingan kna kc tunda . nti tidaa kctw drng , drng antah2 sa lae bsuk. duii gea , .............

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17 days left till your day ;3 it's my lovely one , not the KAMPUNGAN okayy ? please dehh . nahh , skrang teada kwan kw bru mw mencari ? HAHA . sorry lr weiiii , sepa mw kwan kw ? euww ~ suda gaya macam gempengusen , ada hati mw kwan kmi ? apa lr kw rsa kna umpat2 ? sadap dii  ~ ? bru lr kw tw . over lae bha . over tross ~ tngu mcam mna kw nti . pity lr u alone ., XD . hello ~ sorry girl , we're like your style okayy , RIMAS!! u know that ? hope that u know . start your new day girl , with no want , HAHAHAHA . yeahh ~ back to the topic . heeeeeeeeee ;3 17 days does not take a looooooooooooong day . from now on before the date i must plan something for u . its a surprised for u . but i'm scared , my friends will talk behind of me if i've give u surprised . i dont want them to talk behind , i hope u'll can understand my feelings kayy ? iloveyouall as i love her , so dont need to worry . i think i've hurt her a lot . n yeahh i know it . i'll take the day to ask for apologize towards her . make her happy that time , soo , dont be mad yaa my friend ;3 <3

;(

yaa i know that i've told u that i want to forget u . but , i dont need ur help to forget u . the way u help is u make me hurt . i dont want like that . im hurt u know ? i dont need ur help . i want to be loyal for u , just u , my heart still for u . nobody else . i'll promise i;ll love u until the end of my life . i dont know ur relation with ur girl will last forever or not . i dont know . i just can wait , wait n waiting for u . now , my feelings towards u doesn't seem to fade eventhough it's about 1 year more . i thought the feelings will fade , but im totally wrong . all i can say is , iloveyou

woahhh ~

lonng time oredy i didn't blogging . imyy blog ;) i miss the moment that i can bloggin' everday . hmm ~ pmr is gettin' near , near n near . i dont know i'm ready to fight for it or no ;( my sem 1 rsult is bad . sej n math failed . i need to study hard for both subject ! i'm sure it's not late for me to study yett . i'm soo sure .

hey mum ;)

dont be worry , we'll here always pray for you . i know youre brave , u can fight for it . im sure . dont be stress . im sure u can . were all here still love u , care for u . dont let the tears fall from ur eyes . keep ur tears , dont let them out . were doing the same too ;) tears is not good for us , it bring sadness . we must have joy! to build our happiness ;D so , be brave , be happy all the time whenever u are , but remember , the most important is prayer . pray to our saviour Jesus Christ ;D GodBlessyoumum . iloveyousomuch! Amen !

hmp ~

woahh , todayy we kna jarum tetanus . ADADAA juga lr . it's hurt u know ? i don't think so u know it . bhahahha . bot i can still post although my hands hurt . XDD . err , wat else to say ? ohh yeahh ., my PJK failed . sh**Tttttttttttt . teacher said , who failed must do 5 correction each questions , n i was like =,= . nvm , learn drom the failure , aisehhh , xD . i ask my SEJ teacher at school , i ask her that i pass or failed . she said failed . =='' aishh , sejarah ohhh sejarah ~ why i cant even pass u ? only 1 time that i pass , text 1 . =='' . i hopeeeeeeeeeee ~ i dont hope so . aduiiiiiiiiiiiii . i'll try harder , harder , harder , n even hardest ! i'll try !! for my mum , May God Bless You . move all the pain that u suffered . so that u can be healthy as usual . Amen ! all were praying for u mum , so dont worry . ily :3 for u butaa ~ xD . sorry for didin't saw ur comment , so i can't text u dat time . but i oredy text u just know . xD . i know , u will ! said 'anntahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh' to me tomorrow . BHAHAHA. ok , leave this post here . night all , GodBlessUs. Amen ;3

here got photo , eventhough just 2 photo , but it's a memory ;D

i miss this moment truly ;(

ptt kr wujudnya sa d cni ? bkn apa lr . sa rsa mcm sa nhe tidaa dperlukan . tme susa bru sa kna cri bha ;( kdang2 sa ckp kna kc angin seja . tus nti kna ckp lupa kwan lr . sa sdar juga bha sepa dri sa nhe . sa bkn mw poked famous sbb b'kwan sma kmu . sa tw smuuaaa kwan sa cntik+cute . i admit it . tpi sa ikhlas b'kwan sma kmu . teada niat lain apa lgi mw poked famous . scara jjur nya sa lngsung tea mw jdi famous . sbb ornk famouslr yg slalu kna ANTI . so , im here to be who i am . thats all .

tired but enjoy !!

enjoyyyyyyyyyyy a lot on the altar camp ! on the 1st day , i'm being choose for the registration from ksfx .. soo many from ksfx that register . ehh , mlas mw ckp bi , ohhmyenglish lae nti . xD . siok lr , tme kc daftar2 tus b'kenalan lae . haha. lpas seja register abis , p kawasan pnginapan sana . susun barang . lpas tuh p dataran , ada ice breaking dri c errrrr , yaa . amodd . xD . err , then psiapan misa laa . xD . tus misa pmbukaan . tus ceramah laa suma . xD . next day , awal pagi jak ada misa pmbukaan , sa serve lae tuh . mngantuk jga laa . hahaha / lpas tuh p dataran , ada ceramah , tus ada aktiviti . yg tme aktiviti wajah2 yesus laa , kna suru mix sma altar tmpat lain , adadaa , yg d group sa p budak2 nhe . xD . tus tme tuh aktiviti juga ada orang lr yg sharing . baaaaaaanyak nhe . hahha . tus bla2 , then malam ada malam kekitaan dan sepelayanan . kmi blakon . sa kna pilih jadi waiter d pub .xDD . t'pksa nhe sa mnari , tus suma ketawa . malu juga laa . xDDD . aohh , tapi sa rndu tuh tme . siokk sangat2 . miss it a lot ! hmp ;( the last day , ada aktiviti t'akhir . tme tuh laa ada yg pmalu pun brani p dpan b'sharing . ada nhe 1 kawan la dri bingkor , c , errrr . yaa , c noel nma dea . kcyan nhe  sa dngar . smpai dea mnangis tme sharing d dpan . tus dea mnta spya kami kc doa dea . dea mw jadi padri . sure , i will pray for u friend . pray for ur future . i will ;DD . im soo proud of u . then , ada misa . tus yg last suda yg mw pulang , ornk yg dri bingkor bwa kmi b'gmbar . sma2 drng yg dri tenom suma . hahha miss the camp a alot . xD / i hope next year will be more awesome!

bubyee besties ;(

bye chel , nat , wenne , cece , joan , debra . xD . mcm lr tuh kem lama nhe . bhahaha . xD . yeahh , c buta kwan sa b'cmes . xD . suka sa kc mrah dea nhe . siok . tus marajuk . bhahahahha . pujuk2 tus tidaa suda . xD . she told me a lot . she ask me not to tell others . xD / ok jga bha dea , tuh jak lr msalah . tuuuuuuuuut . xD . emm , nothing else to say , bubyee is wat i want to say . xD oloveyouall ;3

ok done ~

nehhh ~ ada slideshow kiiiicii d paaaaaaaaaaaling bawah . xD . itu slideshow tuh , gmbar ornk yang paaaaaaaaaaaaling sa syang . tus yg last ada dua kici kn , xD . tuh dua bru sa knal nhe taun , tpi siok mw b'kwan sma drng , slalu bagaduh . xDD . ok out . mw p tdur dlu . spya bsuk smpat on9 then packing . xD . nyte2 all my syngs ;3

now ~

i want to story about the prom night ! heeee ;D . ok ~ lets begin . actually , we all must gathered there 8 a.m , but i cant come early . i come late around 3p.m maybe , because of ~ err , no need to say laa . hehexx . then chel n wenne ask me come to the room . at hotel juta there , hahaha . then , i help wenne there . but chel idk wats wrong with her , she's look such as mr. bean that time . bahhahahah . dont get mad ahh chel . xD . then , we bath , get ready for the prom . ;D . err , wat else ahh . ohh yaa , the prom late start , because of the guess late come . haha . then , me n nat go take 'c buta' at her home by taxi .  i know , chel n others were mad bout that . me n nat feel soo sorry that time , we've scared that they mad us . because that day is prom , for us to enjoy , not the day to fight . but at last , we're so enjoy . laughing together . hahahha . we also did done games . i follow 1 games , xD . thats it newspaper dance i think . xD . my patner is c buta . xD . we lose when 4 patner's left , xD . because my leg sprains . xD . at the same time , buta wants to fall oredy . xD . she whoop antaaaaaaahhh then pinch me , so i save her . xDD . eihh , bising de , xD . then after that , i bring her to be the DJ . xD . she story2 with me abouttt ~~ err , ada laa , nanti c buta marah sa . xDD . the next day after the prom i waked up late . xD . 11  lebi . xD / errr , idontknow wat to say again . xD

i'm back ~ xD

soo , what story now ? xD ohh , after go to skynet , we back to church having gotong royong for tomorrow's camp . heeee ;D . emm , i'm happy todayy , i saw him on church this morning , then he text me , he said 'ptung rmbut sudaa ohh , pindik ni , tpi ngam' hehehex . xDD . ohh i forget , while i saw him that time , he smile me . ADADAA ~ i melt , then i keep on smilling . xDDD . like a crazier looking for .. errr , xD . dunno . bhahahha . then we text , text , text n text . because he start it . xD . when the camp start's tomorrow , i dont want the same thing's happen as the camp at March . i dont want it to happen again until i keep my tears but unfortunately cant . so , just give my friends many reason . ;( he did make me happy on the first day . i waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas soooo appreciate for the happiness that he gave to me ;')

o0hhnoo ~

tomorrow is the camp . hmm ~ cannot on9 lurr .xD . tomorrow need to come early , not so early laa . xD / around 12 o'clock mybe . hahah . because , i'm being choose for the registration for altar server KSFX . =='' . they say from ksfx many altar server's . mateyy lr . lw salah lae ? abisssssss trossss .
todayy , after krisma , after 2nd mass , go to mamam with chiaoyuen , wenne n her boy zeck . xD . after that , me  chiaoyuen go to skynet . ohhmyyy the line wass soooooooooooo slooooww , i think the snail laju lagi than the line . bhahahah . xD .

ps : continue my story later . my mum bring jalan . xD

kadang2 ~ sa kna kc angin seja sma kawan2  sa . huhuxx juga lr ;3 xD . tpii teapa , sabarr tross ~ xDD . emmmmmm , oyaaa , sa nmpak abng dea tadi , aADADAADA . pnya ensem , xD . sabar ~ sma nhe muka drng . xD . bhaa , nma pun adi bradik kn , xD . gylaa , b'ckp sndri suda . hahahaha
 emm , pha lae mw ckp ahh ? sa harap ~ sa dpat bngun awal bsuk , Amen . jdi sa mw awal tdur lr . hahaha . ok , bsuk lae sa post2 . byee2 suma . ;3

antahhhh ~ sabar seja lr . 1 kli lae sa ckap 'SAYA TIDAK TERASA PUN' npakk ~ lw nda jdi buta lr kw sma c buta sna . dri kw seja lr apa , sa teatw pha2 . tackcare seja lr . byee , iloveyou<3

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bhee ~ kw knapa ? teada sa t'rsa , kw p ckp sa t'sindir . =='' . sowt btul . tus sa ckp sa teada t'sindir 'fine , tc' =='' antahh lr kw , p lr kw tackcare sana .

;D

skrng susa suda mw on9 . =='' gara2 tuh budak dtng suda . heeeeeeeeee ;D tpi happy lr dea dtng,. xD . abc seja dea mw tngu , besaa lr budak2 . bhahahha . xD . nhe naa kmi b'gylaa tdi . xD

ohh yeahh ~ dpat sudaa ornk yg mw p prom . woohoo ~ xD . dpat juga ornk berpun last2 mnit . berlaa ckit jak yg sa t'pnggl , yg pntink ada dripada teada . xD

hahaha . sa tea tw apa jdi blog sa . yg pntink , ada yg kna tkar2 dripada teada . xD . berbaloi juga sa blum off gara2 nhe blog . xD ,. mmmmmm~ about that trip to sandakan , i dont know yet jadi kaa tidaa nhe . hmpp~ if tidaa jadi next time seja laa . yg pntinkp kay2 jalan2 ~ weeeeeeeeeeee~ hahaha . i'm not so uncomfortable with my new hair . sa tea mw kluar p jln2 suda nhe . xDD . err , dont know what else to say , just byee2 laa . xD

i hope , this 2 weeks holiday will be awesome , ohh yeahh . planning on this 2 weeks is , 29-31 going to sandakan , watching my brother racing then jalan2 . then 1st June is the prom . ohhyeahh . after that , 4-6 June we're having kem Altar pedalaman atas , yeahhhhhh could meet all my friends . then , after that kem . i'm going to kay2 . heeeeeeeeee ;D wanna meet my beloved little cutie cousin Aaron . imyyy! xD then jalan2 . after that , school week starts n yeahh the PMR is coming to uss , ohhmyy~

p/s : forgot to tell something . that about my hair , short already . just got haircut just know . now , my hair short until my shoulder . xDD . n yeahh , my mum said want to rebonding my hair nanti d kk . xD .

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last , me n chiaoyuen we're going to vhel grandma's house at Kota Ayangan . we're having fun there . but unfortunately wenne n nat we're not going . dont know why . laney n sera also there . err , ohh yaa . last night is chel sister , lydiana@bing farewell party . she'll continue her study at Kuantan this June ;D . we're laugh a lot last night , n chel gives us many food . xD. idk what else to say . i';; leetinh u'll to see this picture by laney , not me , xD . here it goes :

so , stop this post here . i'll post something again later . xD

tomorrow the last day school for terms 1 . woww ! soo fast! im gonna miss all of myy friends expecially my beloved frien , cece , chel , chiaoyuen , wenne , nat . gonna miss u'll guess ;(

history done , mathematics done , kh still not done . =='' i hope the questions is easy ;) Amen . wat else to talk ah ? ohh yeay , tomorrow psv 2 takes for 3 hours ? wowwwww ~ soo longggg ~ wat can i doo ? sleep ? hahhaha . if i can bring this computer , i'll bring it to on9 after i finish exam . hahah . lol =='' 2 days to goo ! imyssm ! at school i also didn't see u ;( heyy , im kinda missing u . i wish i could get over u n i'll hug u tightly now . i know it's just a dream for me . i want to ask u , do u miss me as i miss u ? hmpp ~
now , the little girl argue with her friends . they did not talk to each other eventhough smile . i still remember on tuesday , when they argue . she come to us , means to me , chel n my great crazy 3 friends . she cry at chel's thigh . we makes somes funny for her , but not her is laugh , but us . bhahahahha , we're laughing like the crazy people . xD . so myy dear little girl , ur too small to argueing , dont have a small heart eventhough i know ur little girl . ahahhaha. ok , now im out . wish u all luck for exam tomorrow , expecially for kh subjects . xD / mayGodblessus. Amen ;3

i think my brain gonna bomm! tomorrow just bcause of the SEJARAH . gosshh !

nvm . i'll create this blog as the old blog . i think now it's a bit better than the old one . yeahh ! i can ! i can do this to make my blog more perfect as the old one . xD . but i think i have not much time , i've go to sleep because tomorrow exam , so , i'll make this blog tomorrow ;3

p/s: pkir dea cincai kr ? dea pun men bha . syuuuukur lr dea tea men blog . sma syuuukur lr dea tea tw blog sa . BHAHAH . xD . ok all , night2 and gudluck ;3

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suda sa skit ati psal memory card ilang , saaaaaaaaaaakit lae ati sa gara2 nhe blog! tuh lr tlmpw canggih , mw juga updated2 sna . tngu gmbr2 , chatbos , link2 sa segala ilang mah kn . bab!! aishh , sbar2 ~

heyyyyyy syng . xD . i hope that u've watch the movie that i ask my friends to give u watch . idk u've watch it or no . but i want u to watch . the movie wass soo awesome ! sweet ~ heheex . imy btw ;p

heyy kicii . xD . im happy that u text me just know . n u already promise not to sulk again . i remember that ~ dont be too emosional bhaa . noo good that . ckit2 merajuk . u gain nothing u know ? all off that , ily kicii ~ xD

finally , i finished watch it ! the movie was so awesome . sweet ~ happy ending . ;3 ok , talk about todayy . ohh my english ! my speech is soo bad! ancurr grammer . i just can pray , pray , n pray . ;( err ,, nothing to sayy again . out ~ at night i'll post something that i can post . xD . ehh waitt , there's a little cute girl . whom always sulk . soo annoying . ncib dea kisii ohh . lw tidaaa ~

heyy ;)

ohh my english !! tomorrow is english exam , then the 1st paper is essay . how could i do if the teacher never teach us ? just know , i study about novel the character i admired . i hope that will come out exam . Amen . but , my grammer is worst ;(( i just could pray to God Almighty . hmpp . godbless .

p/ s : exam 5 days left , but i scared of my maths paper . i dont know how to do circle's :(( n yeahh , i cant wait to hear what is the story that she want's to tell me ;)) nyte all ;3

tomorrow star's the examination . n yeahh , gudluck to us ! Maygodblessus ;) . tomorrow subject's bm2 , bm1 , n geo . i hope i can do the best . i want to get a good result . and thanks boyy for the ability praying for me . noreasonatalltoforgetyou . u such a care boyy that i'd ever seen before! that i'd ever know , before . that's the truth . i've ask u something that day , u already answer it , i admit it that you are the best boy in this world . eventhough that i found handsome guyy that wants to be friend with me , i will remain faithful towards u . hehe ;3

p/s : gudluck to all of us kea . ? dont forget to pray . hee ;D

ornk2 zaman skrng memeng teada otak , ada otak laa , tpi tidaa pndi pkai . suda mnumpang d negara ornk bkn b'syukur lgi bha . apa lr tuh ? kmi deam seja , tpi kmu yg MELAMPAU ! sa pun paam juga bha sepa dri sa , teapyah kmu ckap2 . kmu cermin dlu dri kmu sndri bru ckap . mw sa bwa cermiin kc kmu ? nti lr sa bwa2 cermin jln . CERMIN tuh muka kmu . ncib sa nhe jenis tidaa suka maki2 gtuh  . but still , my friends there , maki2 drng . thanks my besties ;) although not u'll being said .

learning :
what are words ~ chris medina
candles ~ hey monday

many moree. xD . tpi nhe dua dlu mw blajar . xD

haha . soo funny laa , i've post something onmy fb status , all my czn , family n of course my mum commnt the status . haha . soo , i'll take a decision to delete it . they ask me to calm n will always support me . xD . sa post tuh sbb sa mw mnyindir bhaa . xD . tpi drng pkir bkan2 suda nhe . xD . lawak lr . haha . today onwards . never post bout that all anymore . idontwant my family to coment2 it . haha . and yeahh as usual , he texted me . ;DD . i dont know either tomorrow he test or no . oll of that , im soo happy . hahaha . out ~

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todayy , i'm late reached church . hahha . that time . they all already queue up . so , i can't change juba anymore . so , i go outside because i saw wenne . hehexx . xD . then , she bring me to mamam . xD . she also escape church . hahah . 1st , we searching for sasau . but many people eat there , so , we move to yummy chicken rice . we've already order set b . butt ! sadly , the waitress said , 'belum ada makanan' adadaa! sbarr . so we just drink n eat sandwich . haha . then go round2 at gmart , then go to servayy . after that but uncle bob's chicken popcorn then go back church . hahah . we both laugh at allllll tme . hahaha  . after that back to church . then go back home , around 2 o'clock like that i went to open burger with chiao yuen ;D . with her also laughhhhh a looooooott ! so many funnyy things until i can't share it , haha . this is us , love to be crazy when we're together gether . hehehe . i know who i am , i'm not pretayy or cute as them . i realized it . I make friends with them not because I want to get famous . so please do not get me wrong . 


p/s : todayyyyyyy !! he text me ! hahahaha . like a crazier get crazy . hahaha . xD . out . nyte al my sayang's  u ;3

me ? how 'bout me ? am i been classified it ? i just want to be a perfect person among u all that i really , really , really ,really love most . expecially u mum , dont get hurry to mad . u cant stress . dont judge me always . b'cause i know what i have to do . for my besties, am i perfect in front of ur eyes guys ? can u'll just tell me ? i wanna know . b'cause u'll never judge me . eventhough talk anything bad about me , just u'll annoyed sometime . but i still love youu all . chel , chiao yuen , wenne , nat . i still loveyouhh'll! the three person left ? do u love me as i love u or more than i love u ? 2 older 1 younger . which is better ? i prefer the younger , it does not mean i dont love the older's . ilove , but , i need to find a way to take care bout this younger . b'cause idont want her to thinks bad again . enough for my heart being hurt . what i wanna say is , iloveeeyouuhhallsoomuch!!

slah sngka laa pula drng ==''

heyy , apa laa kmu nhe . sa bkn suka bha sma dea , sa cuma mw bwa b'kwan . yg sa ckp tuh sa main2 seja . yg kmu ambi serious knapa ? dea pun mc fom2 juga . muda dri sa bhaa dea . knapa kmu mw btul sa poked dea ? so'sowt de . sa namaw dea kea ? i wanna be loyalty for 'him' . hehe . well , we didn't talk todayy . soo sad! huh ! nvm . hope can meet her . or , if cannot , hope he text me . yeahh ! xD

apa yg sa buat d mata kmu smua tidaa btul . sa paham juga sa nhe sepa bhaa . pa laa sa nhe kn . sa akn kc bukti , yg sa bole . pcya laa . sa akan buat semampu saya . mw pigi church pun sla ? apa lr tuh ? tkut sa jdi bgitu pnya gya ? soryy laa weii , sa tidaa b'mnta lngung dngan gaya2 bgitu . sa p church untuk dkat dngan Tuhan . klw kmu ckp buat apa laa sa p church , kmu tnya dri kmu sndri dlu , buat apakmu mw ckp bgitu ? pkir dlu bhaa sbelum ckap . pigi church means membawa ke jalan yang tidaa benar kr ? jlan yg benar suda sa pigi tuh . kmu mw sa t'ekut2 gya drng ? sa tidaa akn ekut . soryy seja laa

okaii now , the last post for now , goodnyte all !

they said :: the feelings can fade easily . but why me not ? the feeling not seems not to fade , but it become deep , deep , deep , deep n deep ! how sad were me . can i have him ? from the day that i fall to him , i'm not find someone else to replace him . i believe , one day , i can be with him . wventhough i have to wait a thousand years , i'll be loyalty for u boyy . i'll promise . i dont want to find someone else untill ~ i get him . i'm still wondering , why u care for me ? u dont scared that ue girl mad at u ? n yeahh , if ur girl know it , mybe she will hate me . idontwant it to be . ;( truly , imissusoodamnmucboyy

p/s : iloveyousoomuchandiwillbeloyaltyforyou.promise

am i a foolish ? ohh please , just be honest to me . tell me thr truth so that i can changed my attitude ;(( .

what is the different between 'friend' , 'bestfriend' , n 'bestfriendforver' . what is the different ? anyone please tell me . i need to know . i really2 wanna know . hmm ~ which 1 i had ? 'friend' , 'bestfriend' or 'bestfriendforever' which one were u'll guys ?

hmp ~ he didn't text me todayy

todayy , he didn't text me . mybe he text with his gf already . hehe . nvm , tomorrow got meeting . watch n see laa he talk to me or not. todayy , having fun with all my girlfie . hanging out together ! it was awesome ! laugh together ! ohh yeah . haha . it is the fun time n sweet memory when hanging outh with them . at the same time , imiss alot to walk with 'someone' . hmpp ~  i wish i could spent some time hanging out with her . ;')

i'm soo happy like on cloud 9 just know . xD

wanna know why ? someone text me , the person wish me happy birthday , n the person say sorry to me because late wish . i say it's ok .  then i ask , who is this , because the number is unknown idk who . but then , the person said goodbye to me . but i said wait , i wanna know who is that person . then the person told me , 'i'm the person that u want to forget , sory for disturbing , bye' at that time , i know , who is that . then i lie to him ;(( soo sory , i told him that all the number in my sim had deleted , so have to save back . he believe . sorry boyy , i didn't mean to say like that . after that , he ask me , how about me , am i okayy , how's my day , woahhhh ~ thats why the reason ilyy boyy ;3 then , we've text a lot . when i open my inbox , it's full with his name . aww ~ know what ? he said to me that he want to friend me while i do my folio until i finish . awwww ~ so sweettt . but .. i ask him to sleep , i'm scared that he not enough sleep n feel sleepy in the class tomorrow . he also pray for me for prepare the folio . ;DD , i dk wat to sayy to u boyy . ur too good for me ! are we going to text again tomorrow ? i hope so .

p/s : out ~ mw tdur . bsuk mw bngun awl . tidaa tw lr mcm mna kjadian folio bsuk . steady seja bha ;D

enjoy my day ;DD

i'm soo happy today eventhough some of them couldn't come ;D thanks God for making my days an enjouful day ;D . 1st , when i reached kepci , no one there , means , my friend haven't reached yet . xD . chel told me thay she's otw , so , i ask my brother to send me faster . xD . then , i call chel , she's still at home -,-  few minutes later , she came , then wenne came , after that we go inside waiting for them ;3 then , they reached . ;D we go to order foodss , bcause they all we're hungry . xDD . we've been gave 1 extra cheezy wedges , idk why , we just order 7 , but we're given 8 . xDD . n the funniest moment is , teo didn't pay . xDDDD . she just walk . she forgot to pay . xDDDDDDDDDD . then , idk how she going the wrong toilet , ckit lae dea t'msuk tandas llaki , xDDD . bodo de teo . xDD . ohh yea , n when we gonna go out , cece lead us . xD . then , we dont know that the door cannot be used , she pushed the door but cannot , then we saw 'sila gunakan pintu sebelah' like that mybe , hahahhahaha , then we quickly move to another door . xDDD . err , dunno wat to say again , here got some picture of us , captured by wenne . hahha ;3

i'm soo surprised ;DD

when i just reachead home , when bru seja sa mw msuk ruma . tus kna nyanyi happy b'day . then , ada kek lae kna bwa mnuju ke arah ku . xDD . tus makanan2 pun bnyk t'sedia d meja . anty2 uncle2 suma ada stu . woahhhhh ~ i'm soo happy . today , celebrate it with family , tomorrow , ohh yeahh . with my beloved friends ;DDD . ohh yaa , at school , during last period , it's PJ teacher are not entering class . so we're just talk n talk n talk . then , when the bell want to rings oredy , they make countdown at that time , i know that they want to siram me . xD , after the countdown , they sing happy birthday song to me . aww ~ thenn  , start the game . xDD . they all run to catch me to siram . xDD . thx friends ;3 ilyall . let us have a blast tomorrow !! xD.

p/s : mc lgi sa pning gara2 lundus ntah apa nma tuh . sejenis beer dlm botol start dea B . xDD . . out all , May God Bless You all . n thanks all for the wishes ;DD

tulung laaa

helooooo girls ! sedar2 lr diri tuh yarr . kmu ckp kwn kmi tuh pha kes ? klw kw mrah kwn kmi , itu bererti kmu mrah kmi ? paham ? yg kmu jeling2 tngu2 tea puas knapa ? kuat sangat kr ? dea pnya KEPALA lgi lr . tw apa tuh ? KETUA , plingg truk !! pkir kuat . suda boi pun kici . tuluuunggg laaa . sedar la bha ckit girl . m'ngumpat pndi , bla kna p cari bagagar . bodo btul . tulung laa bha sedar ckit tuh gya k ? AII ANTAH !

3 days!!

confuse!! how this ? who did i should go with to kay2 tomorrow ? naik tungma sturang tea pha2 bha kn ? xDD / sa taaaaaakut ohh . yerr . abng sa pun sowt . sma2 lr bha jln bsuk pgi . deii . nvm , kay2!! here i come , suria ! wait for me ! cinema!! dont close till i come . HAHAHAHAHA . xD gylaa ohh

5 days left !!

yeahh @@ hahahha . xD . hmm . todayy so happy at school . we laugh all the day . hahahha . we laught such a funny things . xDD . ntah apa sa ckp nhe . xDD  . hmm ~ mna c nino ahh ? tidaa pndai on92 . rndu suda sa sma lawak jenaka dea . xDD . on9 lehhhhh ~ ;3

his face looks like my first love face . xD

6 days left ;D

woahhhhhhhhhhh , todayy .. at school . sivik time . teacher told us 'bout the best movie of the year she thought , haha . 'battleship' . she said it was the awesome movie . haiss . i wanna watch !! hmpp . i think now , i can power the linear equations . xDDD , it means , sa rsa sa paham suda mcm mna mw dibuat itu . hahahha . err .. what else to say ? ohh yeahh , my mum back oredy ,. yieepeee . but i miss my lil' bro very much ! hahahha , ;D

Letter to Mummy & Daddy ♥

People come into your life for a reason

Letter to a friend

8 days left

heyy yeahh . time goes soo fast ! haha . n know 8 days left is my day . hahah . wanna know ? i saw soo many fish in this town . haha! but it's same species with cp , =='' why it be ? hmp , today , hanging out with my friend to gmart watching basketball compet . hahha . then go to hiap lee there sell bueger . xDDDDDDDD . 1st2 okayy , when at nyte . ohhmyyy soo many customers until kmi bngung haha . me with my cousin only there . haha . hmp , wat else to say ? ohh yeah . my mum tomorrow go to kay2 again for chemo . God , protect her all the time , Amen , ;D n i'm gonna be forever alone in room ;((

9 days left

ohh yeahh man . hahahha . wat i could say is , i want to laugh as hard as i can when see his new stylr .bahahahhaha!!! xDD . n also , my friend just broke up with his bf , christian . hahahaah /. i'm not quite happy because i pity my friend . her eyes bangkak just because cry of that boy . hmm . wat to say ahh ? i dont know wat to say agin . hmm . wat arhh ? ohh yeah , i'm soo sad about my mum condition now . her hair gugur already . n at the front getting bald oredy . hmm . i'll always pray to u God bless n protect my mum wherever she are . Amen ;)

dunia2 ~

apa lr mw jdi sma dunia skng nhe ? hmm . susa2 . smpi2 mata pun buli salah pkai , teruk btul . kmi tw lr kmu dluan mkn garam dri kmi . mklum lr kmu 13-14 taun suda hidup d cni . bkn mcm kmi bru 15 taun hdup cni . hello ~ garam yg kmu mkn tuh slah suda tuh . garam kurang ajar . kmu paham kr ? stakat itu seja bha kmu . kmu tw kr kmu b'pangkat d skola . kmu tw ? klw d skola knun trep . tpi bgi kmi , kmu ttap sma . teada ubah pun . girl's brubah lr kmu k ? kmi tidaa suka tw mw ckp2 . tpi oleh kerana kmu membuat kmi inging ckp. soo , pahami lr kmi .

10 days left ;D

woaahh~ the raining soo heavy ohh . i'm scared of that thunder . at that time , i was in library with chel , ching , n ling . we we're in kantin . we're soo scared the thunder was soooo . adadaa! sbar . then , i was thinking about the person that i love most , expecially family n them <3 i'm scared something happen to them . but thanks to God that they fine ;) thanks for protect them . ;)

CHICAGO - Hard To Say I'm Sorry

11 days left ;D

1 week left! haha . n yeahh ,i can't wait to go kay2 next week . hee ;D titanic 3D . if my brotha wanna watch laa . hmmp . ok , now , talk about something else . i don't know , wats my wrong , my friend did say to me that we look like strangers . why could it be ? i'll not mad if u be friends with her , i'm just worried that u foot steps of her style . i don't want it to be . if u want to know , ur friends , that now u do not close didn't want to be friends with u just because of her . im telling the truth . i'm soo scared that u stuck with her style . wat other's will say ? i don't want u been hate .  b'cause , i'll not willing anyone to hate you . ur too nice to being hated . im weak to through all of this . but i just pretend that i'm brave . to through all this .when i look at u , i can feel that u have problems , but , i dont have a courage to ask u . i'm soo sorry that i'll not care of u bout that . bout all of ur problem . i think that i'm soo stupid , but ur soo lucky , that many others that care bout u not like me . im soo useless i know . soo stupid in the world that cannot care about u . it should be if u hate me . it should . im soo useless . idk u willing to hate me or not , but , if u want to know , IM SOO USELESS !! i'm soo sorry . ;((

13 days left :)

the days come more fast , haha , n yeahh , next week we gonna go to kay2 . yiepee ! haha . finally . hha . want to watch movie . if can 'titanic 3D' i wanna watch it . :D n i also want to buy something2 . bhahahha . xD . i'll hope i can enjoy the day in kay2 before my day , n i'll hope too that my day will be the very meaningful to me . hee ;) now , i wanna let u'll know this 1 girl , she;s soo cute right ? . haha , i love the way she laugh , soo cute . hahaha . actually , she's a good n nice girl . but just because some of her friend make her changed mybe , but when she is with us , she's okayy . haha . expecially when she with me n chel . hahaha . wat we do is just laughing all the time . hahhaha . n know , she's also the want that always texting with me . sabar2 teo . haha , i still remembered that when chel wrote 'ten2 c teo' she plus 'bebau' HAHAHHA . xD . then she ask chel to 'delete' it . bhahaha . soo crazy , how could it be deleted , it must be erased but she said deleted . bhahahha . such a funny little cute girl . hahhaa .
p/s : i don't mean that all , but , tell me , how could i know ? if u don't tell me anything , i'll don't know anything n i'll gain nothing . so , how can i know what is ur problem ? just by reading ur blog so that i can know , just from there , but when i asked ? u don't saya anything to me . why ? am i not feasible to have a friend like u ? but i think not . or , im not feasible to have a friend like u ? is that the same ? =='' how can i care of u ? just by give u something ? no , i think it's not enough . i'll think i have to find something wat to do . wat u have to know all of this is , it's simple , so simple , just three words that is -----> I LOVE YOU <-----

hmpp ;(

no mood oh this nyte . donno why . hmm . what i know is , i really miss him ;(( at the same time , laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaneyyyy . imyy!! mna kw ? ;( . i love to share anything to her , she's such a good cousin that i'd ever had . same to lala also . always understand me . supporting me n tell a lot of advices . i'm soo happy because they are my cousin's my beloved cousin . hmm ;( will i fadeup for waiting u ? i hope soo noo . i can feel , by the way u look at me , talk to me , smile to me , i can feel it . u r not like that before i tell u bou't my feelings . when u knew my feelings towards u , u've changed a lot . i'll never saw u happy as usual . is that u have something to tell me ? like lala said to me ? when u reply my mseg for the last time , my heart soo hurt! by the mseg  , i can feel that u not really want to reply that . i can feel it . yeaa , i know , who is me , i'm just a stupid girl n ugly , i know . but i have a feeling . eventhough i'm like this , i'm soo appreaciate it because God still love me . he'll also the maker of my look , all of me . i'm soo lucky bcause could breath in this wonderful world .

15 days left ;)

todayy , not soo happy . he didn't greet me as well as last week . but , all of that , we're still talk to each other . n i also gave him choclate . he just take it without saying anything . i think , he'll be with her forever . why i can say this is because he's soo loyal . hmm ;( or i must do what i've done for last month ? didn't talk to him ? for a whole month ? because , i'll still brave through all this . i'll still can aceept the pain . but deep inside , my heart has died for the jealous that them both gave to me ;(( they all that know my feelings towards him ask me just to wait him , b'cause one day he'll come for me . n i want to be loyal for him , so that he know that i lovee him soo much . God , i believe in you , i know your soo good so thoughtful n soo loving . i'l believe as they say to me that he'll be mine one day . n i'll believe , u'll let us be togther . i'll not regret to have him in my life .I will wait for him eventhough how many years .

16 days more ;)

todayy , i was soo dissapointed . we've been told that , we just can follow altar till form 4 . n i was likee . aduhh . n i'm soo pity the junior's girl . they new . they also just brought their new juba . then they been told like that . adadaa . pnya lr . kcian btul yg bru2 msuk bha . bgus tepayah ada pngambilan lw gtuh . pnya kcian . kluar jak drng dri dwan tus muka len2 nhe . ntah npa lr guh suda . yg sa kcewa , blum lae t'ser malam paska suda kna kc kluar . =='' pnya skit ati bha ;((

18 days left ;D

woahh ~ 18 days left . but i think , this year not gonna be as well as i hope . because my mum is at kk . she's goin' to chemo ;( so sad . hmm , today my mood so bad! too many annoying people around me . it makes me feel dizzy . wat really makes me angry is , while i'm play sdo . soo many times i've been call just for take something . expecially my brother , damn ! if he been asked to do something , sorry2 lr dea mw buat , such a selfish person .

19 days left ;D

well , today is holiday . haha . just at house dont go anywhere . haha . just infront of the tv watching my fav cartoon 'hagemaru' . bhahahha . i'm still watching cartoon . ==' but i know , not just me , many of my friends also still watching cartoon de . haha . hmm , dont know wat to say again . xD . just playing sdo to up level , then , the same as yesterday .. imy boyy ;')

20 days left ;)

ohh yeahh , the time goes so fast . haha . 20 days left then is my day . hee ;) idk wat will happen on that day . soo , i just could wait n see lr . haha . last year , my birthday fall on the last day of camp Perdana . all my friends didn't come because of tired . me also tired that time , while blow the candle , feel soo sleepy . hahaha . nvm , hope this year not again . xD . wat to sayy ahh ? hmm , ohh yeaa , tomorrow is holiday . idk where to go , means , dont know who that i want to follow . xD . i wanna go out with teo2 n the gangs , but later they say that i follow their group . hahha . lol de . then , go to do folio , or go to kepci with church ? ahh! dont know where to go . or just sit in front of this comp is better than all . bhahahah . xD .

p/s : idk wat to say already , i dont want to sayy much , heyy imy! ;3

before i'm out , story for u cece . xD

u wanna know ? ok let me tell . haha . when is it , i dreamed bou't i , on saturday or friday , i forget it . haha . in that dreamed , we we're in church , idk why u were there la . haha . on the same time , laney is also at that dreamed . she's with liew sitting outside the church . hahahha . me , served , n u with a verrry handsome boyyy . xD . the handsome boy is ur bf . bhahaha . just a dreamed laa . if in real life u be with him , ............ hahahha , happy life ohh . swit nhe kmu tuh time d mpi , mcm sa tea pcya , tus sa t;bngun kn , sa pkir blik tuh mpi , sa engt blik tuh llaki pnya mka . handsome gylaa . hahaha . tpi yg sa eran psaltuh mpi , bkn pha lr , ada c laney sma liew . xDDD . tba2 nhe t'kluar . tus kw pun d church ksfx . xD , tpi tuh llaki sa tidaa tw asal usul dea . ndatw ada kr teada tuh ornk tuh . klw 1 hari sa jmpa , sa kctw kw lr . hahaha , sma blog kw pnya lgu suda sa tmbah . xD . bha , it's almost 12.00 o'clock . i have go too sleep . nytee2 .

21 days left ;)

hahaha . idk wat my blog look like already , wat i know is 'samakk'  . xD . but nvm , have blue2 in the blog . haha . because his fav colour is blue . hee ;)

30 August 2011 'till now ;DD

the feeling's will never changed! soo many memories that we through , eventhough u already taken , but u make me fall in love with u more when u with me , i still remember how do u make me smile , laugh n more ! i would regret if i want to forget u ;))

8-4-2012 => Easter

see the date ? haha . it's Easter , our Savior Jesus Christ rise ;D , i'm soo happy on that day , our family celebrated it every year . ;D . the funniest moment at the celebration is , while play music chair , haha , just me n anga the eldest , all children , haha . c lala lr tuh karuar . xD . tus sa sma c anga mah kn yg mnang , tpi kmi klah sma 1 budak , yg sa klah tuh sa sngaja , abis nti final lwan c anga mlu lr . hahahaha .xDD . tus makan2 seja sna . haha . at the same time my hp sowt2 . damn! but i don't bother my hp , just play katam2 n eat chicken wing n hotdog . bhahhaa . ok now , back to topic , the real topic is , special for me . hehe . i though that he'll never talk to me more , but i was wrong , he extended his hand in front of me n he smile , ohhmyyy! n i look him then i'll reached his hand . then he talk to me , we just talk a while . that time , i wass soo surprised . i can't believe it ,. because , maybe about a month we did not talk eventhough smile or else each other . i want to start talk ti him since the holy week start , but i dont have a courage . hahaha . weird . now , i realized that i can't leave him , i can't forget him . because i love him soo much ! so i take a decision not to forget him n never give up! i believe he'll be mine on the future ;D . iloveyouu! ;3

think positively ;D

don't judge people if don't know the truth . i have to remember that word! must . todayy onwards , i'll never judge u again . is that a sin ? idk , i dont want to tell u . xD . ok next  xD.
i dont know how to say 'bout this , i dont know why he ask me to tell her like that . he tell me that he wanna let them together . but i know ,  inside his heart , he feel so hurt . i can feel what he feel . i know he soo hurt , idk want to tell her 'bout that or not . hmm . i have an idea , ill tell her 'bout that , but i tell her the truth . yeaa . be brave kea friend ;)

lamaa ~ suda tidaa post ;D

woahh ~ how are u guys ? xD . lma suda tidaa post2 . mklum lr cbuk study , xD . knun2 lr xD . mnggu llu sa mw post bha tuh , tpi czn dri brunai blik cni , so , msa sa t'buang untuk b'sma drng . tpi mlu2 nhe , bkn mlayan . snyum2 seja . xDD . tus tiap ptang b'zumba , then yg ari brapa tuh ahh ? lpas jak zumba blik ruma mamam then anty bwa p funfair . wheee~ kna blnja ;D . msuk2 jak naik appolo . tus naik apa ahh ? ohh yaa , tus p round2 abis mw muntah2 kn suma , jdi jln2 lr dlu , tea lma , p naik tuh roller coster . xD . then , drng p naik ferris wheel , tpi sa tidaa . xD . then sudden impact , siok nhe tuh tme , czn sa dduk d sbelah sa . bru yg start kn slow , dea pluk sa , xDD . dea tkut nhe , tme abis dea nangis , cyan dea . xD . tus last2 , sa sma c putra naik tagada , gylaa ! mw tajatuh bha kmi , mw dduk pun tidaa dpat nhe , t'buang2 seja . xDD . last2 pulang kna blnja ais krim lae . hee . ;d tus abis lr cta d funfair . xD


p/s : nti2 lae sa post ahh . panat mnaip . xDD

ok , imma going to ready 1st . take care yaa all ;(

n yeah , tommorow start's the rekoleksi , n i'll gonna miss all of them . i just can be with my friends there . there would'nt have any of my syang there , ;( i wish they were with me there . ;(

sa ada buat slideshow , tpi budu2 tuh , suda sa kc susun , dea bkn ekut urutan . blik2 suda tuh sa susun . tpi berlaa , asl ada . mlas suda mw remove lae . lw bidaa siou gea ;D

joan !

sweet dream ! kw tw joan pha sa mpi , tiba2 , xD . kw scandal sma mumy sa kr ? xDD! sa mpi kw bapaluk sma mumy sa nhe , jagaaaa ~ xDD . sa pun ndatw apa mksd . kw tnya adi ipar , dea tw tuh , kw kctw tw jak apa2 mpi , dea tw tuh suma . xDD . ada mksud tuh ~ msti gtu tuh dea . dngan mka yg tidaa dpt d'ktakan . bhaahahha . xD . joan , kw ekut seminar ? bhahahaha , pnya pluii tnya d cni . xD . bha kea lr . nti sa text kw . xD

debra ~ xD

gmpurung jga lr . xD . sa pnas tus npk mka dea ! =='' eee , bkin ilg mud nhe . spoil ohh ! suda lr 'prowler' . dehh . tngu , mw bad mud pun tea jdi . so'sowt de ni . bkan ornk ckp dea , prasan . HAHA . bikin mlu de ni . suda tdi pgi tagada . aihh anta ! xD hahahaha . aiyahh , bgus lr , dpt kc ada mud blik . mcm itu * mka dea , forever alone . bahahhahaha ! xD . sa btul2 ohh geram sma dea . eee ! bikin girigitan btul . xD .

stef ~

sa rndu kw awh ;') smua pnggl kw cece sa pun mw ekut lr . hi cece , hehe . hamster , haha . tidaa bha , sa pnggl kw hamster abis kw cute . tpi sa tea ckp kw hamster . haha . sa pun tataw ohh pha mw ckp , ada yg sa mw ckp , tpi sa mlu lr pula . xD . bodo de bha wo . i'll tell u when holiday , means , next week . hehe . err , nti kta p fnfair ahh sma2 , sa mw naik spacegun sma kw . lw octopus nda mw liao . hehe

laaney ~ siou gea . ndatw pha sa mw wat . xD . sa tea tw mcm mna mw ckp sma c liew . sa tw kw mw tuh smua t'jdi kn ? but wat i can do so ? idk wat to do . dea pun tea blas msj . ndatw npa . dea teada kdit kr apa kr i dont think so . haha . tpi , sa pam juga bha prasan kw , apa lae tme d fnfair kn ? haha . sweet nhe kmu . cm cple bha kn . sa ckp bkn apa lr . mnyesal bha kw c lupa dea . msti ada ksalahan paam nhe kmu . sa try lr tlong . mnatw dea sms sa tnya bsuk2 . buli jga sa kc jelas sma dea . :] dont worry kea ? i'll make u happy one day . trust me .

kmu rsa dea mrah kr tuh ahh ? sa tea tw ohh . abis sa rsa dea mrah bha . adihh budu palui sowt .gylaaaa . mnyesal sa apa smlm nhe . llaki zaman skarang lae dushh btul2 . sa tea mw tlong pha2 ohh . lw dea suda ckp bgitu , i dont think so wat i can do . hands up! tngu lr lw sa baik .

whenever i'm not in the mood . someone alaways make me to smile and laugh again . she's the one know mybe all of my problem . i love her soo much , the reason why i love her is a lot , but the the to hate her ? none at all .
'you always take me from dark to the bright life'
credited to you :
#Debra Jacyntha#

ps : sa tea cun psal edit2. siou gea ;D

ahhh ! i have no mood today . i really hate this feeling . soo much ! d luar mimg sa buat teada lr , tpi d ati sa , d pkiran sa? noo , just thinking of that .

my tears want to fall !! i hate this feeling soo much !!!!!!!!!

ahhh!

heyy , i dont mean to hurt u . not i dont want talk to u , but , i cant say . im sorry . i think of u everyday . now , in my mind , just two things that i think , u n him . HAHA . i dont know why i could have a feeling towards him . weirdo . xD .

hmpp!

tus t'ilg mud dea ckp gtu . btul ohh kn apa yg kta ckp2 tuh doa . hais . sa tea mw pkir bkn2 lae lr len kli . mls sa . nti tjdii lae btul2 . aiyerr . mcm lr nhe ? sa pun t'mlas tus . mnyesal sa ckp gtu sma dea . haiss

hello reader's . xD

npk tuh gmbr d atas kn ? 4 ornk seja pmpuan . tus suma kenhwa except c laney . sasat nhe . bahan kimia btul . wkakakka . xD . siok kmi nhe tme . njoy . sbelum p pizza , kmi d church lr p sunset . hbis jak sunset sa mnta ambi lr abng sa . tus c chel sma laney ekut sa . then , ngam2 ada 2 tray talur d kreta . sa bru angkt 1 bha tuh kc smpn d blakang , ada 1 lae . mgkin c chel tea npk , tus dea taduduk . wkakakaka . tus abng sa ckp 'eh2 talur ' xD . tus barabis kmi katawa . whahahhahaha . apa lae ahh , err , ohh yaa . smpi jak pizza , kmi tggu tuh llaki2 d luar lr . tkkn tus msuk kn . hahha . tea lma , drng smpi . then , kmi p nek atas lr dduk d ats . tus lgu dea jiwang btul kna psang , c laney p pngl tuh pkerja pizza sbb dea knl kn . dea p ckp bgini 'pnya bidaa lgu' hahaha ! bodo pnya bahan kimia . xD . kmu tw npa sa pnggl dea bahan kimia ? haha ! ada kn yg tmpt smpan barang2 d sbela tuh tndas . sa cbar dea msuk . tus dea p msuk bha . pnya gylaa . lama lae tuh dea d dlm . xDDDDDD ! laney2 . npa lr kw sowt sngat ? xD
skng sa dlm keadaan yg saaaaaaangat bngung . mcm mna sa mw ckp sma c laney , lw c laney namaw dea , mcm mna sa mw gtw dea ? ahhhhhh!! hncur otak ! -,-

aiyarrr laney ! sa tea tahan ohh gni ari2 . sa sakit bha! lw sa kc jelez blik yg satu tuh lain lae dea pkir . adoii btul . tus , yg tba2 nhe sturang , teatw apa angin dea , mcm ada hal nhe sma sa . dri tme sukantara lae . yg mcm ada hutang nhe . ada msala sma sa . tus lw sa c tngl dea sma tuh bestfriend dea knun lpa kwn lr tus mrajuk . tpi dea bkn tw pha sa rsa kna c tnggal sturang . sakit bha rsa dea . kmu tidaa akn paham jga pha sa rsa . pcya sa lw tme dea sma bestfriend dea tuh , sory lr dea mw lyan kw .

ktara kr bad mud sa nhe ari ? kwan sa tw2 jak nhe yg sa bad mud . tpi , apa yg sa buat suma tuh ada mksud . ber drng sdar . klaulr sdar . sa pun t'pksa lr sbar . sa akn cuba pelan2 . msti sa bole kn ? msti lr , apa pula tidaa . hmm ~ tus , adehh , susa jga lr mw ckp . biarlah saya pendamkan sndri . tidaa lgi ornk pun ekut geram/skit ati lpas sa cta sma drng . hmm ~ calm down , calm down

sa try pigi tdur lr . sa rndu kwwwwwwwwww

woahh ~ hepi nya dpat pgang 'samsung galaxy' woohoo ! yg basar lae tuh . cntik lr . muda mudahan ada rezeki saya beli 1 tpi yg kici lr . hee

one more thing u must know , i'll never leave u . i'll wait for u to come to me whenever u want . i'll care of u , after what had been done today , until now still thinking of that . tear's still falling . need u here by my side . but i know that's all just my dream . i' dreaming maybe . i just can see ur photo . hm