i'm so sick of her !

i regret come to kompleks today , i'm soo jeolous damn! she hug her friend in front of me , she don't care me at all . so , i take dicision to leave her n her friend's . because i don't want to bother her n her friend's . she look soo happy , but me ? i'm soo sad . my friend bring me to follow her , so i follow my friend . but at all time , i'm looking around , searching for her , where is her . but i don't know where is her . so , i'm just quiet sitting with my friends . feel soo lonely inside . my heart's soo hurt . at the same time i suddenly remembered that she told me before . n i feel that her word is fake . idk she get it or not what i mean . then , my friend bing mw moved to 'rumah kuning' , there , i saw her . but i didn't get over her , i don't want to bother them . just sit with my friend . after that , suddenly she come to me and ask me where i go just now , but i don't answer her . cause idk wat to say . she with me there just a few minute , then she go back with.,.....! ugghh . i have 1 hope , my hope is , i hope that i'll not going to hate her . that's all . i tell 2 person 'bout this , they tell me a lot of advice . idk how to do their advice , one of the advice is tell her that i'm heart . but i can't . i don;t have a courage to told her . all my prob's , i'll keep it myself . keep it on my heart . alone . n now , wth is i'm crying . f! why i'm crying ? i was thinking of her . that's all . kbye . i scared that my tears fall's more again . so , i'm out .