i'm soo surprised ;DD

when i just reachead home , when bru seja sa mw msuk ruma . tus kna nyanyi happy b'day . then , ada kek lae kna bwa mnuju ke arah ku . xDD . tus makanan2 pun bnyk t'sedia d meja . anty2 uncle2 suma ada stu . woahhhhh ~ i'm soo happy . today , celebrate it with family , tomorrow , ohh yeahh . with my beloved friends ;DDD . ohh yaa , at school , during last period , it's PJ teacher are not entering class . so we're just talk n talk n talk . then , when the bell want to rings oredy , they make countdown at that time , i know that they want to siram me . xD , after the countdown , they sing happy birthday song to me . aww ~ thenn  , start the game . xDD . they all run to catch me to siram . xDD . thx friends ;3 ilyall . let us have a blast tomorrow !! xD.

p/s : mc lgi sa pning gara2 lundus ntah apa nma tuh . sejenis beer dlm botol start dea B . xDD . . out all , May God Bless You all . n thanks all for the wishes ;DD

tulung laaa

helooooo girls ! sedar2 lr diri tuh yarr . kmu ckp kwn kmi tuh pha kes ? klw kw mrah kwn kmi , itu bererti kmu mrah kmi ? paham ? yg kmu jeling2 tngu2 tea puas knapa ? kuat sangat kr ? dea pnya KEPALA lgi lr . tw apa tuh ? KETUA , plingg truk !! pkir kuat . suda boi pun kici . tuluuunggg laaa . sedar la bha ckit girl . m'ngumpat pndi , bla kna p cari bagagar . bodo btul . tulung laa bha sedar ckit tuh gya k ? AII ANTAH !

3 days!!

confuse!! how this ? who did i should go with to kay2 tomorrow ? naik tungma sturang tea pha2 bha kn ? xDD / sa taaaaaakut ohh . yerr . abng sa pun sowt . sma2 lr bha jln bsuk pgi . deii . nvm , kay2!! here i come , suria ! wait for me ! cinema!! dont close till i come . HAHAHAHAHA . xD gylaa ohh

5 days left !!

yeahh @@ hahahha . xD . hmm . todayy so happy at school . we laugh all the day . hahahha . we laught such a funny things . xDD . ntah apa sa ckp nhe . xDD  . hmm ~ mna c nino ahh ? tidaa pndai on92 . rndu suda sa sma lawak jenaka dea . xDD . on9 lehhhhh ~ ;3

his face looks like my first love face . xD

6 days left ;D

woahhhhhhhhhhh , todayy .. at school . sivik time . teacher told us 'bout the best movie of the year she thought , haha . 'battleship' . she said it was the awesome movie . haiss . i wanna watch !! hmpp . i think now , i can power the linear equations . xDDD , it means , sa rsa sa paham suda mcm mna mw dibuat itu . hahahha . err .. what else to say ? ohh yeahh , my mum back oredy ,. yieepeee . but i miss my lil' bro very much ! hahahha , ;D

Letter to Mummy & Daddy ♥

People come into your life for a reason

Letter to a friend

8 days left

heyy yeahh . time goes soo fast ! haha . n know 8 days left is my day . hahah . wanna know ? i saw soo many fish in this town . haha! but it's same species with cp , =='' why it be ? hmp , today , hanging out with my friend to gmart watching basketball compet . hahha . then go to hiap lee there sell bueger . xDDDDDDDD . 1st2 okayy , when at nyte . ohhmyyy soo many customers until kmi bngung haha . me with my cousin only there . haha . hmp , wat else to say ? ohh yeah . my mum tomorrow go to kay2 again for chemo . God , protect her all the time , Amen , ;D n i'm gonna be forever alone in room ;((

9 days left

ohh yeahh man . hahahha . wat i could say is , i want to laugh as hard as i can when see his new stylr .bahahahhaha!!! xDD . n also , my friend just broke up with his bf , christian . hahahaah /. i'm not quite happy because i pity my friend . her eyes bangkak just because cry of that boy . hmm . wat to say ahh ? i dont know wat to say agin . hmm . wat arhh ? ohh yeah , i'm soo sad about my mum condition now . her hair gugur already . n at the front getting bald oredy . hmm . i'll always pray to u God bless n protect my mum wherever she are . Amen ;)

dunia2 ~

apa lr mw jdi sma dunia skng nhe ? hmm . susa2 . smpi2 mata pun buli salah pkai , teruk btul . kmi tw lr kmu dluan mkn garam dri kmi . mklum lr kmu 13-14 taun suda hidup d cni . bkn mcm kmi bru 15 taun hdup cni . hello ~ garam yg kmu mkn tuh slah suda tuh . garam kurang ajar . kmu paham kr ? stakat itu seja bha kmu . kmu tw kr kmu b'pangkat d skola . kmu tw ? klw d skola knun trep . tpi bgi kmi , kmu ttap sma . teada ubah pun . girl's brubah lr kmu k ? kmi tidaa suka tw mw ckp2 . tpi oleh kerana kmu membuat kmi inging ckp. soo , pahami lr kmi .

10 days left ;D

woaahh~ the raining soo heavy ohh . i'm scared of that thunder . at that time , i was in library with chel , ching , n ling . we we're in kantin . we're soo scared the thunder was soooo . adadaa! sbar . then , i was thinking about the person that i love most , expecially family n them <3 i'm scared something happen to them . but thanks to God that they fine ;) thanks for protect them . ;)

CHICAGO - Hard To Say I'm Sorry

11 days left ;D

1 week left! haha . n yeahh ,i can't wait to go kay2 next week . hee ;D titanic 3D . if my brotha wanna watch laa . hmmp . ok , now , talk about something else . i don't know , wats my wrong , my friend did say to me that we look like strangers . why could it be ? i'll not mad if u be friends with her , i'm just worried that u foot steps of her style . i don't want it to be . if u want to know , ur friends , that now u do not close didn't want to be friends with u just because of her . im telling the truth . i'm soo scared that u stuck with her style . wat other's will say ? i don't want u been hate .  b'cause , i'll not willing anyone to hate you . ur too nice to being hated . im weak to through all of this . but i just pretend that i'm brave . to through all this .when i look at u , i can feel that u have problems , but , i dont have a courage to ask u . i'm soo sorry that i'll not care of u bout that . bout all of ur problem . i think that i'm soo stupid , but ur soo lucky , that many others that care bout u not like me . im soo useless i know . soo stupid in the world that cannot care about u . it should be if u hate me . it should . im soo useless . idk u willing to hate me or not , but , if u want to know , IM SOO USELESS !! i'm soo sorry . ;((

13 days left :)

the days come more fast , haha , n yeahh , next week we gonna go to kay2 . yiepee ! haha . finally . hha . want to watch movie . if can 'titanic 3D' i wanna watch it . :D n i also want to buy something2 . bhahahha . xD . i'll hope i can enjoy the day in kay2 before my day , n i'll hope too that my day will be the very meaningful to me . hee ;) now , i wanna let u'll know this 1 girl , she;s soo cute right ? . haha , i love the way she laugh , soo cute . hahaha . actually , she's a good n nice girl . but just because some of her friend make her changed mybe , but when she is with us , she's okayy . haha . expecially when she with me n chel . hahaha . wat we do is just laughing all the time . hahhaha . n know , she's also the want that always texting with me . sabar2 teo . haha , i still remembered that when chel wrote 'ten2 c teo' she plus 'bebau' HAHAHHA . xD . then she ask chel to 'delete' it . bhahaha . soo crazy , how could it be deleted , it must be erased but she said deleted . bhahahha . such a funny little cute girl . hahhaa .
p/s : i don't mean that all , but , tell me , how could i know ? if u don't tell me anything , i'll don't know anything n i'll gain nothing . so , how can i know what is ur problem ? just by reading ur blog so that i can know , just from there , but when i asked ? u don't saya anything to me . why ? am i not feasible to have a friend like u ? but i think not . or , im not feasible to have a friend like u ? is that the same ? =='' how can i care of u ? just by give u something ? no , i think it's not enough . i'll think i have to find something wat to do . wat u have to know all of this is , it's simple , so simple , just three words that is -----> I LOVE YOU <-----

hmpp ;(

no mood oh this nyte . donno why . hmm . what i know is , i really miss him ;(( at the same time , laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaneyyyy . imyy!! mna kw ? ;( . i love to share anything to her , she's such a good cousin that i'd ever had . same to lala also . always understand me . supporting me n tell a lot of advices . i'm soo happy because they are my cousin's my beloved cousin . hmm ;( will i fadeup for waiting u ? i hope soo noo . i can feel , by the way u look at me , talk to me , smile to me , i can feel it . u r not like that before i tell u bou't my feelings . when u knew my feelings towards u , u've changed a lot . i'll never saw u happy as usual . is that u have something to tell me ? like lala said to me ? when u reply my mseg for the last time , my heart soo hurt! by the mseg  , i can feel that u not really want to reply that . i can feel it . yeaa , i know , who is me , i'm just a stupid girl n ugly , i know . but i have a feeling . eventhough i'm like this , i'm soo appreaciate it because God still love me . he'll also the maker of my look , all of me . i'm soo lucky bcause could breath in this wonderful world .

15 days left ;)

todayy , not soo happy . he didn't greet me as well as last week . but , all of that , we're still talk to each other . n i also gave him choclate . he just take it without saying anything . i think , he'll be with her forever . why i can say this is because he's soo loyal . hmm ;( or i must do what i've done for last month ? didn't talk to him ? for a whole month ? because , i'll still brave through all this . i'll still can aceept the pain . but deep inside , my heart has died for the jealous that them both gave to me ;(( they all that know my feelings towards him ask me just to wait him , b'cause one day he'll come for me . n i want to be loyal for him , so that he know that i lovee him soo much . God , i believe in you , i know your soo good so thoughtful n soo loving . i'l believe as they say to me that he'll be mine one day . n i'll believe , u'll let us be togther . i'll not regret to have him in my life .I will wait for him eventhough how many years .

16 days more ;)

todayy , i was soo dissapointed . we've been told that , we just can follow altar till form 4 . n i was likee . aduhh . n i'm soo pity the junior's girl . they new . they also just brought their new juba . then they been told like that . adadaa . pnya lr . kcian btul yg bru2 msuk bha . bgus tepayah ada pngambilan lw gtuh . pnya kcian . kluar jak drng dri dwan tus muka len2 nhe . ntah npa lr guh suda . yg sa kcewa , blum lae t'ser malam paska suda kna kc kluar . =='' pnya skit ati bha ;((

18 days left ;D

woahh ~ 18 days left . but i think , this year not gonna be as well as i hope . because my mum is at kk . she's goin' to chemo ;( so sad . hmm , today my mood so bad! too many annoying people around me . it makes me feel dizzy . wat really makes me angry is , while i'm play sdo . soo many times i've been call just for take something . expecially my brother , damn ! if he been asked to do something , sorry2 lr dea mw buat , such a selfish person .

19 days left ;D

well , today is holiday . haha . just at house dont go anywhere . haha . just infront of the tv watching my fav cartoon 'hagemaru' . bhahahha . i'm still watching cartoon . ==' but i know , not just me , many of my friends also still watching cartoon de . haha . hmm , dont know wat to say again . xD . just playing sdo to up level , then , the same as yesterday .. imy boyy ;')

20 days left ;)

ohh yeahh , the time goes so fast . haha . 20 days left then is my day . hee ;) idk wat will happen on that day . soo , i just could wait n see lr . haha . last year , my birthday fall on the last day of camp Perdana . all my friends didn't come because of tired . me also tired that time , while blow the candle , feel soo sleepy . hahaha . nvm , hope this year not again . xD . wat to sayy ahh ? hmm , ohh yeaa , tomorrow is holiday . idk where to go , means , dont know who that i want to follow . xD . i wanna go out with teo2 n the gangs , but later they say that i follow their group . hahha . lol de . then , go to do folio , or go to kepci with church ? ahh! dont know where to go . or just sit in front of this comp is better than all . bhahahah . xD .

p/s : idk wat to say already , i dont want to sayy much , heyy imy! ;3

before i'm out , story for u cece . xD

u wanna know ? ok let me tell . haha . when is it , i dreamed bou't i , on saturday or friday , i forget it . haha . in that dreamed , we we're in church , idk why u were there la . haha . on the same time , laney is also at that dreamed . she's with liew sitting outside the church . hahahha . me , served , n u with a verrry handsome boyyy . xD . the handsome boy is ur bf . bhahaha . just a dreamed laa . if in real life u be with him , ............ hahahha , happy life ohh . swit nhe kmu tuh time d mpi , mcm sa tea pcya , tus sa t;bngun kn , sa pkir blik tuh mpi , sa engt blik tuh llaki pnya mka . handsome gylaa . hahaha . tpi yg sa eran psaltuh mpi , bkn pha lr , ada c laney sma liew . xDDD . tba2 nhe t'kluar . tus kw pun d church ksfx . xD , tpi tuh llaki sa tidaa tw asal usul dea . ndatw ada kr teada tuh ornk tuh . klw 1 hari sa jmpa , sa kctw kw lr . hahaha , sma blog kw pnya lgu suda sa tmbah . xD . bha , it's almost 12.00 o'clock . i have go too sleep . nytee2 .

21 days left ;)

hahaha . idk wat my blog look like already , wat i know is 'samakk'  . xD . but nvm , have blue2 in the blog . haha . because his fav colour is blue . hee ;)

30 August 2011 'till now ;DD

the feeling's will never changed! soo many memories that we through , eventhough u already taken , but u make me fall in love with u more when u with me , i still remember how do u make me smile , laugh n more ! i would regret if i want to forget u ;))

8-4-2012 => Easter

see the date ? haha . it's Easter , our Savior Jesus Christ rise ;D , i'm soo happy on that day , our family celebrated it every year . ;D . the funniest moment at the celebration is , while play music chair , haha , just me n anga the eldest , all children , haha . c lala lr tuh karuar . xD . tus sa sma c anga mah kn yg mnang , tpi kmi klah sma 1 budak , yg sa klah tuh sa sngaja , abis nti final lwan c anga mlu lr . hahahaha .xDD . tus makan2 seja sna . haha . at the same time my hp sowt2 . damn! but i don't bother my hp , just play katam2 n eat chicken wing n hotdog . bhahhaa . ok now , back to topic , the real topic is , special for me . hehe . i though that he'll never talk to me more , but i was wrong , he extended his hand in front of me n he smile , ohhmyyy! n i look him then i'll reached his hand . then he talk to me , we just talk a while . that time , i wass soo surprised . i can't believe it ,. because , maybe about a month we did not talk eventhough smile or else each other . i want to start talk ti him since the holy week start , but i dont have a courage . hahaha . weird . now , i realized that i can't leave him , i can't forget him . because i love him soo much ! so i take a decision not to forget him n never give up! i believe he'll be mine on the future ;D . iloveyouu! ;3

think positively ;D

don't judge people if don't know the truth . i have to remember that word! must . todayy onwards , i'll never judge u again . is that a sin ? idk , i dont want to tell u . xD . ok next  xD.
i dont know how to say 'bout this , i dont know why he ask me to tell her like that . he tell me that he wanna let them together . but i know ,  inside his heart , he feel so hurt . i can feel what he feel . i know he soo hurt , idk want to tell her 'bout that or not . hmm . i have an idea , ill tell her 'bout that , but i tell her the truth . yeaa . be brave kea friend ;)