15 days left ;)

todayy , not soo happy . he didn't greet me as well as last week . but , all of that , we're still talk to each other . n i also gave him choclate . he just take it without saying anything . i think , he'll be with her forever . why i can say this is because he's soo loyal . hmm ;( or i must do what i've done for last month ? didn't talk to him ? for a whole month ? because , i'll still brave through all this . i'll still can aceept the pain . but deep inside , my heart has died for the jealous that them both gave to me ;(( they all that know my feelings towards him ask me just to wait him , b'cause one day he'll come for me . n i want to be loyal for him , so that he know that i lovee him soo much . God , i believe in you , i know your soo good so thoughtful n soo loving . i'l believe as they say to me that he'll be mine one day . n i'll believe , u'll let us be togther . i'll not regret to have him in my life .I will wait for him eventhough how many years .